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im suddenly in a super good mood!!! YIPPEEE tmr is new year's eve!!! well, today actually, if you wanna be prissy and count by midnight... hiakz. yay!!! i think being home for one full day has done me some good.. :)
cant decide what to wear tmr... wanted to wear my black skirt, and some white halter so i can wear my turqoise heels, but ann has the same idea!!! she wants to wear her gold top with her white skirt, which looks like my black skirt's twin.. damnit. i know!!! i dont bring her gold top tmr!!! whahhahaha. laugh laugh laugh at her.. hiakz. she wants me to wear her gold top out, then exchange with my white top which she is wearing out, but her top cant wear bra.. mine need.. kanasai. dun care about her..
hohoho. wahh very happyyyy!!!
maybe ill wear my halter and capris, then my heels. hmm or maybe just wear my skirt.. okay duno, im confused.. bleah.
yay soo exciting!!! hhahaha.
oh, found out that ko flow's going to be there tmr... yup yup. nice. yay!!!
i have a VERY VERY GOOD feeling about 2006.... wasnt very optimistic at first, to be honest... but after reading my horoscope and stuff..decided to think positive.. after all, ive been through some bad stuff.. next year will be much better than this year... what you are is what you believe in, right??? :) yay!!!
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wahh annnn im so proud of you... hiakz. :) my baby girl has matured...hahahaha.
okay. anyway. my daddy asked me whats with the hugeee blueblack on my arm.. hmm i wonder how i got that. tried to change the subject after telling him that i got it playing volleyball at sentosa.. but he was like, no i can tell a bite when i see one. did your bf bite you??
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uh, yeah. my man bit me.
hmmm, in a quiet mood, tonight, after watching narnia with a beloved one, someone i call darling, my brother, the most impt lil man in my life..
really prefer quiet quality time spent by myself, thinking, reflecting..
tonight's almost the last night of the yr, wunt be blogging tmr, cos i'll be partying the last night away, there's alws some excuse to party, i realise, the nye, xmas, xmas eve, birthdays, wkend, mid wks.. yeah, they're fun, but do they really account to much other than tiny bits of memories??
having fun, is not what life, is all abt. yeah, it's a part of life, and then, there's love, relationships u built up with pple.. someone told me a while back, relationships tt u built up with pple are the basis of life, and i agree with tt, making pple happy, making pple contented, a smile tt a person makes from his or her heart, can really make u warm and fuzzy inside, knowing tt hey, i made someone smile, not smile and laugh due to fun, but out of appreciation. it's not the appreciation tt makes us oh so happy, but just plain knowing it.. there is just so much to life, and all the parts just makes life a wonderful picture.
i want to be contented, i do... so much... but can we ever be??? human beings with all our desires and wants, selfish beings all of us, in one way of another...
as i reflect back on the soon to be past yr, i realise this is the yr tt i've experienced the most, life is abt experience, learning.. and i wld say i've learnt alot. been through stuff in a blinking of an eye, done things i'm ashamed of and proud of, but nvtheless, i nv regret... my heart has quietened down alot, not as rowdy as before, i think more, i think more abt pple arnd me, yes, life do revolve arnd me, life revolves arnd each and everyone of us... it involes abt what we do and the results and feelings occurred. met many new friends, left a few... i've learnt alot from the pple i left, and those still with me, u guys are all still in my heart... i wld gladly stand up and proclaim tt i'm different, more matured, and not so childish...
life is simple and not as complicated as we make it out to be...
why not do somethign more interesting to enrich your life, for exp, knowledge, which beautifies and enlarges life to the max,there is so much to life,don't u realise tt once in awhile, at a special pt of time?? helping pple, building relationships with other pple,do whatever u can, what's in ur heart, and u'll nv have any regrets, which i believe is the most impt, in all the theories of life.. helping pple is not abt having a fulfilling life, but helpign others to have a better life, charity is not abt how gd u make urself look or feel, but abt making others feel... just a simple thanks or smile and results wld be sufficient... hey, tt's y thanks is coined up...
i've met pple who love to make pple laugh out of fun, and they live for moments like tt, yeah, it's nice to make pple laugh, but isn't it better for pple to smile from their heart, tt's what makes a big difference... but as i said before, life is made out of all bits and pieces, neither is bad or good, all is impt, and we all make a difference in life, rejoice in it, cos we live in a wonderful world... donot be bitter when life on earth ends... cos we were all part of it, making it a better place... each and everyone of us...
sign off, unusual entry by ann ling...
omg ann thats like so narcissistic la.. plus i look so ugly in all the pictures knn...
send me my hao xing fen shou!!!! i just went to smoke and when i came back you went off without sending me.. good. im going to annoy you further if you dont send me the next time..
bah. had supper again... char kuay teow and orh lua.. fuck la.. i should just try reverse psychology..go ahead cheryl, go eat supper..nothing will happen, wont get fat.. then i wont eat!!! yes?? yup yup, thats good... hmm i think that should work..will try that tomorrow..
knn just realised all my modules next sem are lit modules!! fuck. its easy for me, but i wanna do some other stuff tooo... couldnt take my jap lang again!! for a second sem in a row.. why the hell does it always clash with my core shit!!!! couldnt take my astrology module too...bleah. got quite annoyed.. then decided to register for accounting, for the stupid business minor.. knn timetable clash again.. fucking annoying can. finally found one module which doesnt clashh.. business finance.. but im still on waitlist for that.. ccb. if i dont get that im stuck with 5 lit modules!! nooooo..
sob sob. things are not going my way again......
oh well.. always look on the bright side of life laladidalaalala. ann's fav song hiakz.
going shopping with my mummy over the weekend...hopefully. ann told me just now that shops would be closed for the new year...will they???? i really hope not.. ill cry... very long never go shopping with mummy, plus she offered to bring me and sis this time.. better not spoil my day knn. i want to go to kai..find nice tops.. and get a few pairs of jeans, if not i dont have jeans.. and get some school clothes too. ooh, and i finally found my dior perfume!! the one i wanted hahaha. gahh. please please please shops please open.....
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don't u get it? u have crossed the line for the last time, and what a very thick line it has been. there' no turning back. i'm stubborn, i mean what i said. do not ask me whether i'm still angry...i was nv angry. i gave up on u, friends no more, don't think u can pull off whatever u did the last ten thousand times. nope... as usual, u're trying to do it again. i've grown up the last 0.5 yr or so, no i will not bend towards ur will, and what redo everything, the past 3 yrs. i've gotten rid of someone tt's bad for me, i'm not gonna get tt back, no way. u still think i'm being a stupid childish brat, i'm telling u i'm not, i've my reasons. i'm not unreasonable, infact i'm too giving sometimes. friendship is not charity... it's something true to your heart. and i guess i just nv did belong there in the first place.
why is my cheryl in a bad mood???
i think she misses me...
booboo head, dun be angry.
i'll box the person tt make u angry..
yay, eat steamboat???
u can eat me if u want.
muackzz, ann loves cheryl very much..
heya, blahz... me sick, me at home, exhausted, finally had a good sleep, after so long... the boys were late.. humph, derek sleeping, ji cheng went dating with cindy hiakz... so i shopped by myself for an hr... went down to coffee bean to chill for the longest time.. manross brought his friend elisha down, interesting funny girl, then we headed down to cine to eat, then the boys, cindy and me left to play pool. bah, i wanted to watch narnia, nvm, can watch tmr... i rocked man, i was on form and i had luck on my side. i beat all three of them, hiakz.. told u i was gd, but i ws surprising gd yst. haha, stupid boys ganged up on me when i played conspiracy theory with them, lost to them twice... nabeiz, make tt a 3 time lost in 3 yrs, boo... ... bleahz... i miss my home... exhausted for more than a mth, but i can't help going out, sometimes, gets a lil boring, and i'm super duper broke... nvm, still got pple owe me abit, but abit only, hoho...
supper is bad. BAD. cheebye... cheryl just had supper. cheryl is on her way to becoming obese cheryl..knn. supper soo many days in a row. ann can be fat, cheryl will be obese. kns. supper eating must stop.. but i wake up like, 6pm everyday!! shouldnt that technically be dinner..?
still in quite a bad mood. ccb nothing seems to be going right today. got up so late today..like 6plus then started stuffing my face the entire day.. daddy came down to pick me and my sister up for dinner.. started gorging myself again too.. ccb. then supposed to go mos even though grace cancelled after she took her pills, but i ended up not going, too tired, too much in a bad mood. later go there queue all the way in and then ill end up being moody again like the previous time... bleah.
okay, i have nothing interesting to say....since when do i have anyway. whatever... i hate people who make small talk, i hate people who tell big lies, i hate people who are wusses, i hate people who have no backbone,i hate people who say things for the sake of just saying it, i hate people who give fake smiles, i hate people who have no courage to do what they want to do, i hate people without determination, i hate people who run away and hide from their problems, i hate people who are escapists, i hate people who think theyre so goddamn smart,i hate people who are scared of small things, i hate people who make a big fuss out of nothing and everything, i hate people who think too much and start getting sad over it, i hate people who cant bring themselves to say what they want to say when they want to say it, i hate guys who are pussies.
i hate champagne, bubbles...yuck. beer is nice enough what, drink what bubbles. i hope the bubbles go all the way to your ass and you float up and never come back down until you fart. so dont ever offer me champagne...i just dont like it. i hate it when im being forced or, asked forcefully, or blackmailed into doing something which i dont want to do. i absolutely hate it. so dont ever ask me to watch a movie i hate, or listen to a song i already said i didnt like, or even worse, ask me to try this food that sosuperdupernicetasting to you. i dont want it, dont you get it. i hate it when someone is talking to me online and i dont reply, and they go like, "busy?" fuck it la, why should you be so bothered if i dont reply... if i dont reply it means either one of three things... i either went to eat, or smoke, or i just dont want to talk to you. get it? oh, another thing, i hate it when people go SHHHHH so fucking loudly in the theatre...youre the one bloody making that stupid loud noise so shut the hell up. i hate people who push me when on the dancefloor, its damn irritating. keep to your own space and dont bother others, its especially worse if youre some midget who thinks the whole dancefloor belongs to you.. annoying farts. its bad enough with everyone else squeezing for space, i dont need your head bumping into my ass every few seconds. one of these days, an unlucky midget would get my lighter up her asshole.. watch it all you midgets... i dont give a shit whether youre a girl midget or a guy midget. anyone shorter than me who rubs me the wrong way will get my lighter up your backside hole.
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sucks man, not sleeping again, ok, oficially 24 hrs awake, dang, my sleeping hrs are even worse than those silly ns boys on duty... i bet kelvin's sleepign soundly with my cash under his pillow, drats... have to go down town in an ungodly hr of like 1 to meet cai xia and colin, andrea can't make it, she's in genting.. boohoo... probly gonna catch a movie with me darlings jicheng and derek, but.... sigh, king kong or narnia, i wld prefer narnia lahz, but i wanna watch king kong too, and ben and yuey's watching narnia on friday.. I WANT MY XMAS presents, heh... i'll give mine next yr, mine exploded... feel liek eating steamboat, marina south anywayz.. okiez, i'm oficially fat.. yesh, very officially so fat... i wobble down the stairs, i can even feel my chin wobbing, i'm, super duper fat... actually no lahz, i just feel fat.. i'm having fat days, i prefer the skinnier ann, as in last time feel better, feel skinny, but now i fill up alil bit, and then i feel extremely fat... shoobedoyup...
okay, blahdy hell... knnb... chao chee bai...
mj, lost, no qns asked, tata, bloody hell,
signing off, poor ann...
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Gemini
entertaining and lively, you are a good communicator.. esp when u dont use "knn ccb bhb" and any abbreviations for bad words. you are always seen with another ah lian who almost looks the same as you..(cheryl??) for gemini is the sign of twins. Although you have the ability t talk and are some times quick witted.. it will not get you out of bitch fits which u often cause cuz of your annoying face.(uh harz)
okay, blahz, went down to the balcony... mula spending time again, ok, seriously running out, and what abt nye, horrors, arghz, and derek!!! argh, horrors... no lahz, still have lahz, abit. hoho..
hmm, up early today, slept for only 3 hrs...
celebrated ehz, cj's and clarice's birthday.. ehz, cj turned up for a while, clarice was seriously sick, since the pageant, poor booboo... cj came when i wsa gone, hiakz, bleahz... oh well, we had ur cake and champagne.. hah...
hmmm, collected tics for our nye partay!!!!!! hoh, got priority q as well... hope we can smuggle drinks as well, was not promised tt though... bleahz, do ur thing!!!!
went down to the mandarin to meet cheryl and her sis and friends, nice bunch... some thing wrong with me, i'm getting chattier and chattier every day, and every drink.. cheryl very nice, she bought moi drinks... y so nice arhz, i alws bully her into buying stuff for me.. hiakz... ann stupid me... me very broke, alws broke now, next time, lahz.. money's not coming in...
went back to the balcony, b4 tt walked cindy to take a cab... and then.. went back, beers again, beers at mandarin, margarita and bubbles earlier.. wasn't really high, just a teeny bit, to yak away, to alot of pple, i remember yakking to 2 girls at teh toilet.. i'm such a weirdo.. just the other day, i was yakking to a girl at mos, telling her tt i will add her to my friendster.. so weird, who is she?? i can't even remember.. and then cheryl told her i'm a lesbian.. evil bitch..goodness know what i said now... i got amnesia again.. tmd, y arhz, nv happened b4, nv thought it actually existed... cheryl seriously can drink better then me now, i keep drinking recently, when i supposedly gave up drinks, as i told ben, i'm predicting tt i'm gonna spend the last few days of the yr drunk.. oh well, take it with a bang...
went down to derek's place to get his car, after sending cai xia home... and then we went down to geylang... for tim sum, yum yum... and then marc and derek make me walk arnd with them in my tiny dress along the streets of geylang, eh hehz... i really really lk like one of them lahz, tmd, lonmg hair, slim, and fair, cb... scary sia... lucky they make me walk in the centre.. marc found it very hilarious and came up with new ideas, ho, maybe lahz, if u gurantee my safety and see w i'm in a gd mood... and then we sent marc home first, smoked, and then derek proceeded to show us y he can star in the ekin chen show the car movie, and then i fainted... like omg, like plat right on my butt, 2nd time in 3 days... i just boom, went down hard, marc thought i had fits.. omg, i'm so freaking embarassed, and he had to carry me, into the car and to my hse... he and derek brought me back home safe and sound. i think i scared them quite badly.. y arhz, y do i alws have weird stuff happening??? i think they thought i nearly died or smtg... omg... tmd, bleahz, mentioned some stuff int he car... y arhz??? dun like alr, serious... y?? tmd... has been so long, then suddenly trickle back, a lil, but the feeling isn't there. and i'm super happy now.. this is so weird... no more, i say no more, cos it doesn't exist, not one bit.. omg, i'm liek super weird... i think my life's a drama serial... uh huhz.... and then i hallucinated, i dreamt tt we went some where else, i can remember marcus and cai xia, and this weird guy, and then apparenbtly i made a banner for the whole world to see... so weird.. then marc told me to take it down.. tmd...
and then i woke up, feeling refreshed...
my horoscope is lying to me. i hate horoscopes. fuck man. fucking lying astrologers.... all lies. im more leo and libra than virgo. fucking hell.
my hands hurt, ask marcus jicheng and derek why. pui.. i hate playing scissors paper stone.. bleah. ughh. and i feel like puking....
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my brownies exploded... no brownies, or maybe burnt brownies, hiakz.. dunc are evryone must eat it!!!!!!!!!!
i miss gavin, my man whore... spoke to him ont he phone just now, said he'll call me back, but he didn't sigh... trick me... miss miss miss my lil handsum man with the nicest biceps ever... i miss goign to sch with him... ann, must go to sch!!!!!!!!!!!!! set, see u for econs, pbf, and math and poa, hiakz... dunwan to see the rest alr lahz, i see them everyday, sianz... i want my gavin poo poo...
my man, gavin she, hiakz..
nice song:
My Heart
It’s my heart you’re stealing
It’s my heart you take
It’s my heart you’re dealing with
And it’s my heart you’ll break
It’s my heart you’re taking
It’s breaking bit by bit
It’s my heart you’re dealing with
But you don’t know about it
If you’d feel like I feel
And if you’d know what I know
I don’t think you’d ever play me
I know you’d never play me
happy second day of christmas everybody!!!! yay!! i got my heels!!!! :) cheryl's a happy happy girl.
haha just got back from watching narnia...not bad la, though i had this vague impression that i watched it before, then i was like thinking maybe its cuz i read the book a gazillion times when i was younger.. then after the movie my mummy told me that its an old movie, as in its been shown before.. hmm. probably thats why... the show was not bad, a bit draggy at the beginning though...couldnt wait for the part with the white witch and the war... hahahha. plus i had to control my bladder from half the movie onwards, didnt want to miss any part..hur. annie the lewser hasnt watched it yet.. hiakz. this is what you get for not wanting to watch perhaps love with me...ill go find someone to watch it with humph. she lied to me, cuz i didnt want to watch the promise..then she said, okay you watch the promise with me ill watch perhaps love with you, and now shes sayin she doesnt want to watch perhaps love!!! BLUFF ME IDIOT.
im soooo damn full now....went to eat supper after the show.. at al ameen..yummy mutton murtabak and ice cream prata hahhaha. so fat so fat.. no more suppers for cheryl..no no no. sigh sigh. goin to be staying home tmr...dont feel like going out.. somemore public holiday tmr again.. ccb sure to be lotsa people out and about.. dont wanna be squeezing around with them..
realised i can be quite a fusspot about things.. aye. my sister wanted to eat the hokkien porridge, but i wanted halal food, i started complaining then managed to convince them to eat at al ameen.. hur. then later she only wanted tom yam soup, but i persuaded her to order the ice cream prata too so i can have a bit.. eep. really should change my greedy wayss...not making me the best person around.. but overall im super nice, of course. :)
sigh sigh, im bored....................... quite awake now.. going to walk around, then go watch dvds.. maybe i can crash my sister's pajama party with darryl whahahahahhahahahahaa. okay, so im damn loser can. whatever. go look for my gu huat zai dvds..
me annabelle, sucks to u, ho..
bleahz,i'm so fat now, i've a dlb chin,. hiakz,hiakz... me going to bake brownies soon for my lovelies..i love u guys sosososoosososososososososososo much, yes, mr vyasa, many chocolatey treats for ya. i'm so sorry for jumping to conclusions abt u, aaron too. u guys had reaosns, and also i got the wrong info.. yeah?? i love my blackie, he's my fav boy.. hiakz...
sigh... bleahz, do i get the feeling tt everyone watch narnia except for moi?? bleahz... derek u, must watch with me, cheryl watch with her family alr... nabei.. she very bad. she bit me, ben also bit me, when i woke up, i was cb, y so painful, knn, both sides of my arms too.. pui... i bite u nvm what, let me bite lahz, take advantage of me. spoke to cheryl abt whatever happened yst, hiakz... found out even more stuff tt i didn't know, silly aldrich didn't wnat mmy xmas hat and my striped sock, hiakz, even more silly me, offer him stuff from my bag for xmas presents. haha, ok, i'm damn hilarious... hoh... y was i asking for everyone yst?? i made cheryl call a few pple, pple tt i'm harly close too, hiakz, lucky she only called one, and he didn't pick up, so weird... i'm damn weird... no feelings for them whatsoever too, maybe cos my honeys were all with me... well,most, i've tonnes of honeys.. muamuamuamua, love u guys, love gavin the most... i'm so proud, found out tt at least two oh my friends were featured on this gay guy's blog... hehz, cute guys... ho, so i know two lahz... happy sia, i know two handsomes, hoho, and they say gays have gd taste... darn, forgot the webbie, sianzz... must go ask again, i wanna see how many more handsomes i know, hiakz...
boo, gonna bake now, tata, no time to bake special shapes and names, cb, plan so much, ehz, and how am i going to place allt he brownies in diff packaging?? i didn't buy the tiny bags tt iw anted to put them in, toolazy, haha, next time dudes and dudettes.. hiakz... it's the thought t ocunts. count urself in for a feast, haha...
mUACKS, big kiss darlings, annabelle signing off,
toodles... muackzzz
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merry xmas everyone!!!! hmmm, last night was a fun night, went down to mos after dinner with family and sis's bf, yes, my sis is attached, everyone stop asking... didn't q tt long, jumped cheryl's friend's q, hiakz, and then ben and the rest jumped our q, hiakz, and then yuey came later and jumped their q, but darling manross cldn't get in, the bouncer scolded him, and didn't let him get in, stupid bouncer, so fucking eveil, cb, only 2 pple what.. nabeiz... but mos is so cool, didn't stay long in the r nb room, hiakz, but it looked cool, hiakz, kinda like gen y cops, the cage and stuff, like fighting ring sia, haha, but i dragged cheryl and the boys to the hse area, like omg, damn nice, freaking heaven... hiakz, but the waterfall ain't got no special effects lehz... and oh yeah, speaking of water, someone fucker sprayed confetti at me when i was walking pass them alone, lking for yuey and gang, nvm ok... quite fun, next the fucker stood up on the chair, to splash alcohol on me, wtf?? and woo merry xma,s sucks to u lahz, u dun do tt, it's so ungentlemanly, i hate ungentlemanly pple, had to lie to jiching tt i dcldn't recognise the man, i recognise u bitch, wldn't want my friends to get thrown out after jumping q and all tt nonsense.. bleahz...
cheryl and the guys were dieing to go rnb, hiakz, so i left them to lk for the hse pple, yuey gang!!! haha, so fun, we had whistles, and we were blowing them like mad cows, i hope i still have it, hiak hiakz... and then we went to the tinier more sixties hse room upstairs?? saw terrance cao, uhz, he's pretty damn short and he has ugly hair and he has a huge head, but i like the girl with him, she's pretty, rather model like... we stayed in tt room the longest, me and yuey had a dancing competion, to see who can last longer, i think i won, haha, can't remember anyways... cheryl and the guys came to join us, so happy tt they were having fun too, hiakz, there is only so much rnb can do for ur fun, not much, haha, not for me anyway... time flew man, what time did we leave??? argh, i was quite the very high, at the end, bloody beers, i was ok with all the alcohol, but suddenly the beers boomned up to my brain rite b4 i left, ehz, i can remember falling rite on my butt after dragging ben to the dance floor, hiakz, and having jugs and jugs and bottles and bottles, lucky i didn't get my flaming lambo, spent quite a bit aiz... what a fun fun fun xmas eve... hiakz... bleahz, haiz, started sobbing at the supper place at river valley, bleahz, wtf, so sorry guys, do what u want, just felt a lil guilty, and the beers boomed to my head when i sat down, and then nonsensical guilt flooded my face suddenly, it's not justified... nope, no siree... aldrich made me laugh though, hiakz... foolish ann, i wonder how many times did i cry infront of u guys after clubbing, must seem quite ... hiakz... i promise i wunt cry anymore, ehz, dunno how many times i said tt... but it was so fun, hope nuffin spoilt the time we had earlier... just slap me next time, alws creating trouble, tmd... cldn't remember certain stuff tt happened tt night,i'm getting anmesia, how weird... was told by cheyrl tt i started calling keith the mole man repreatedly to his face, uhz, haha, sorry, wish i was sober enough to witness the scene, hehz.. and then, ben told me in the afternoon tt i bit him, haha, sorry.. can't freaking remember man... hoho... and thansk to derek for taking care of me in the cab, and cheryl for takign care of me thruout.. and yuey and gang for making my night, gonna miss yuey real bad when the time comes... bleahz... and thanks to jicheng for sitting infront of me... haha... i love chu guys... alws bringign a smile to my face...
so i drank, i danced,
i blew my whistle into the night,
merry xmas i say.
with fun lovely friends to partay the night away..
mos rocks my world, zouk freaking sucks,
i laughed i cried i drank i danced
what a way to celebrat xmas
the typical ann way
ps: i have anmesia, but i still remember i owe pple money, so start collecting from me, i've cash rite now, before it runs out, aiz... horrid with money... ben 60, yuey??? and who paid for my supper and derek cab fare???? and did we really stay at mos until 6 am?? i think we did, it old u so...
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RAH!!!!! Merry xmas eve to everyone, i'm so freaking happy, hiakz hiakz, last yr, my xmas eve was spent watching ju-on, with matthew, yj, thye thiam and chevy, it was fun, and scary hiakz, but oh well, how things have change, i hope the xmas gp for this yr wldn't change, some of the supper gang cldn't join us, but it's ok, hiakz.. was so excited choosing my clothes until i kinda went abit offf and looked funny and weird, hiakz, trying too hard, me mum laffed at me, oh well, blahz.. okay, waiting for daddy to come back to bring us out for dinenr and i'll be off to meet my darlings.. yesh!!! this yr i'll be giving last min mass pressies, and so, if i have u on my mind, yup yup, u'll be getting pressies, but bear with me, i haven gotten anything done yet, but hey, xmas is like 12 days long!!! so yeahz... hiakz... hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhaha, wait, arhz......
many love, hugs and kisses to my wonderful friends and wonder life!!!
and i think, what a wonderful world, to live in, i see trees of green and red roses too... blah blah blah...
hmm seems like annabelle's the grinch of christmas this year.. tsk. shame on you. why no like christmas dahlingg?? tell mommyy why!! hahaha. darryl keeps calling me the grinch..im very moody these days meh???? i think not. though i was super grouchy last year cuz of my pus disease..hahah.
fuck la, im up so super early...bet everyone else is still sleeping...snore snore. rain so nicee... man, i should be sleeping all comfy in my comforter.. bleah. this is getting bad..nice nice rain still cant sleep. ccb. but why is it raining so badly...i hope it stops soon, then can have nice cooling weather.. it should be fucking snowing and not raining la..
tired tired. got back home at like 930am this morning..we played tong xiao at ann's place.. the whole night.. i wanted to finish watching serendipity on ch5, but wenting and sara.. esp ting, started kaopehing.. why are we doing something which we can all do at home?? i want to play now!! like now? to shut her up we all went to play mahjong immediately.. bleah. i wanted to stay at home and watch my gu huat zai!! i sacrificed my time to go all the way to ann's place, then forgot to bring my gu huat zai dvds along..haiz. then we walked all the way to 711 then walked all the way back..knn ann's house so ulu... played till about7am, i was supposed to stay at ann;s place to bake brownies!!!! but ting wanted company back..so i left too. humph. i would have made some kickass chocolatety chocolatety brownies..
christmas dinner today with family..is mine the only family having it today??? i was confused yesterday...is christmas eve with family or christmas day?? i have a feeling its christmas day though..heh. anyway, mummy said she wanted to cook like turkey all, but i think we'll end up eating out again..oh well, then easier for me to meet ann in townn hahahah. going to get our christmas pressies!!!! YAY!!!! so fun!!!! one pair turquoise, one pair gold...wahwahhhhh. yay!!
im so bored damnit. me no sleeping pills,if not ill dump the whole bottle down my throat and sleep my life away..
i want a nice christmas tree for next yr...a huge huge one..not like this one la..this is just the skeleton of my soontobebeautiful tree.. with lotsa white decorations and snow, and luscious green leaves, with a humongous sparkly star on top..i want to put the star on top.. then ill have lovely pink red green golden silver and black balls hanging around on the tree..and soft shiny lightings strung around the tree.. and a gazillion presents underneath it. then ill go visit santa in the north pole, and experience being an elf for a day..and in the north pole i must be nice and good, and then i can play with the snow and make many many snowmen, and then make snowangels in the snow. and then ill tell him all about my beautiful new christmas tree, and he will put me on his sleigh and his reindeer will fetch us back to my house where i will show him my tree. hah!! hur hur.
hello this is wenting hijacking. they went to smoke so im here to wreck havoc.
ann's spacebar is wonky and overall her keyboard is super noisy that it woke her brother up.
haha i love my smoking bitches.
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nabeiz, where are u girls coming to my hse?? irritating, hiakz, lucky i love u guys arhz, nabeiz, y am i not at mos??? nabeiz... tmd... angry alr... dun fancy clubbing anymore, i'm old, i want balcony now, too too ludo too, monday then, haiz, for cj's and clarice's birthday, i help clarice drink, dun help cj, haha, oh, but who's gonna carry cj home??? he's so freaking tall, haha, tt time we compare legs, i nearly died... haha, anywayz, where' is my fodd??? fat and greedy ann's angry alr, getting dlb chin liaoz, i wanna sleep. oh man, i'm getting weirder and weirder, doing weird stuff, tmd... dunwan to play alr... haha
hullo!!! im blogging more often arent i?? hahahah. its cuz im bored... and whne im bored i can do anything... bleah.
just had 3 of those hugeass sausages my mummy bought... wahlan ehz, its huge la.. plus the mayo..so juicy yummy yummy. and the seaweed chicken thingys... woah yum. mayo's my staple food..i cant live without mayo...and meat of course. mmmm. need more mayoo....
ann wants to go to mos..i want to go too!!! i wana go check out the place.. heard quite a bit about it, but havent had the chance to go see... am i missing out on something???? damnit.
aye sigh. im so young and i have financial problems... boohoooo :(
go for smoke..
not nice, this yr's xmas,no xmas spirit at all, i'm so bored, so confused, i dunno whether go out anot.. considering the freaking long qs at mos, and my bloody friend passed invites to other pple, i'm awaiting awaiting for sat, yay.. i think i better stay at home, rainy day, blahz, dunwana flop thru puddles... oh man, i'm such a pah sang kia, i miss my friends, but i'm so lazy to have fun with them...!!!! dun liek smas this yr... awaiting for boxing dday, gonna have 3 celebrations in a go, hiakz, so fun....
I"M SO FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can't sleep, darn, too happy alr...
:) many smiles to all those who make me smile.... hope lots more come, and the funky grad pageant pics all suck, fuck man, cb, hard to find a nice one of me, tmd, at first hair was too in my face, for beachwear, they complained cannot see my face, ok, then i pined it up, ok, then too up alr, i lk fucking weird, nvm...
ex 1 :
ex 2: ok tmd, what the fuck's going on here?? constipation i tell ya
qns:
er, why am i still going on abt the dumb pageant??
ans:
oh becos the funkygrad pple just put the pics up...
okay, move on...
slept the whole day off today, woke up at ten plus at night,wasn't really up to going out to town, just back from the usual supper with the boys, damn, they're making me eat like crap, hiakz, was off to geylang, after talking to chok, surprised to find gilson his classmate, hiakz, as i said before, what a teeny, teeny world... derek wanted to eat beef crispy noodles, ho, but the rest ate you tiao da wang, ate a whole bowl of fried rice before they came over, hiakz, then ate somemore after picking marcus up, went down to changi village, there was a fraking hot trannie there, uh harz, hot face and hot bod, hoho... and then i was peering out of the window at this trannie in red, she freaking turned arnd and glared at me, hey man, i've got nuffin against u, dun get all to fired up, cos i'm real and u're not, sheesh, chill... there was this car which immediately moved off, after we parked next to it, hiakz, must be doing smtg funny, we just wanted to have a look at the hot ass trannie, wearing a teeny bikini and short skirts, hiakz... i'm so happy i met these pple in sim and throughout the pageant rehearsals and classes, we got closer, so thankful tt the suppers after that, nv ended even though the pageant ended, yay... haha... but i've a feeling i'm putting on wt, hiakz, not even having a good metabolism can help a girl who doesn't exercise and sleep right after eating...
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damn. i swear all the christmas songs are getting to my head.. i keep singing christmas songs, my 2 favourites would be last christmas and all i want for christmas is you. hahahaha!!! theyre really nice okay... a close second would be britney's all i want for christmas. funny funny christmas songs.. you guys should go hear the version by my chemical romance, it sounds kinda out of tune.. rock christmas song?? hahah.
wahwahhhwahhh i love christmas!!!!! cant wait cant wait. gonna be spending a nice quiet christmas this year.. hmm. forgot what i actually did last year.. funny. short term memory loss. well, anyway... i love christmas!!! do you know??? ahahahah.
supposed to go meet gilson derek in town, then ann said she didnt wana go, then it started raining, i lay down on my bed. wham. i asleep again.. hohoho. just got up again. duno why last night made me so tired... maybe its cuz i was up since 9am yesterday morn, then the annoying farts who kept bumping their asses into mine added to it. bleah. made bacardi coke yesterday...everyone said it tasted horrid!!!! gahh. sorry la, me and ann felt that the thing was too thick then we added some plain water, even tried squeezing ice in.. hur hur.
tired tired. going to wait for mummy to buy dinner back for me then eat and go sleep again.. now i can have fun with my morpheus... whahahahah. couldnt download songs for so long...now like finally finally can, downloading at a super fast rate.. hahah. but too much of a good thing cant last eh, soon my laptop will bomb. its starting to heat up already.. i dont like laptops. there is this outlet for the heat thingy and its super hot.... i put my phone there for a while and the next thing i know, its like so hot..
lalallalalalallaa all i want for christmas is youuuuu. oooohhhhhh. ooohhh.
after christmas would be new year's!!! i must must must do something nice for new year's eve this year... last year was down with tonsilitis damnit. with pus in my throat i didnt feel like going anywhere.. couldnt even eat anything much.. hoho. this year's gonna be different!!!! where to go people?? pick a nice place... yay!! countdown.. hahhaha but i kinda hate countdowns. noisy and squeezy, then there'll be ciggies waving in your faces every few minutes.. hur. i have a secret fear.. no its not of birds..thats not secret no more.. its like when someone's dancing in front beside or behind you and they're smoking.. it freaks me out i duno why... scared ill get burnt... its the same thing as someone pointing a pen at you.. seriously. bleah. ann always dances and smokes, it seriously scares me la. but she does it all the time still. hahah.
ladida.
oh yeah...my dear sweet jeremiah actually called me today!! hahah havent seen him for so long, hes such a nice boy... knowing that i can be an irresponsible little idiot when it comes to school stuff, he called to ask me whether i knew that results were out and that i had to sign up for next sem's subjects... i already did it my dear!! hahaha. so nice of him..
stupid manross fell asleep, haha, i also, fell asleep at cheryl's palce, had a weird dream of cj and andrea. hoho.. so funny...
went to sch today!!! fashionably late with marcus, haha, as he put it.. silly boy, mr eternal smiles and sunshine all combined together... i miss my boys alr... hiakz... chok called me today, after a long absence, i miss him so, silly billy,alws telling me who lk like out of the blue...
went down to zouk, in the heaviest heels possible, cheryl's, blahz, i can't club with flats, dun like it, can't dance... not like i cld dance at zouk anyway, so crowded, bloody too many a level graduates... cj pple crowding the whole zouk, hiakz, saw so many familiar faces, as usual... hmmm... was not such a weird night after all... went down to river valley for supper, sat until six plus, where cj, cldn't take it anymore, jicheng, u're wrong, cj doesn't stone when he's tired, he alws stones and give tt sweet smile, standard... he figets alot, super, bang on my knee here and there, not noticing, hiakz, so funny, like he wants to pee lidat, forgot to bring my keys for liek dunno how many consecutive nights out, daddy wasn't so nice this time, he call me idiot.. hiakz, what a bad temper he has, just keep quiet and smile at him, ho...
haiz, i guess i'm too rude sometimes, didn't really mean what i said, blahz... oh well, it's weird... just let it go.. :) doesn't matter anyway. not rite now, hiakz... ho hum fum...
gonna sleep and then wake up to rollerblade, hiakz, i even know what i'm gonna wear, dunno how to rollerblade, gonna depend on derek and gilson to teach. hiakz, so fun.. can't sleep now... these guys keep luring me to do stuff tt's against my nature, sentosa lahz, rollerblading lahz... yucks, but i alws have a great time with them.. heh...
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hullo im bored. ann doesnt want to talk to me...she wants to sleep.. pig. i only slept for 2 hours and she slept for 3 hours and she's complaining...stupid bitch. turn on the music loud loud then she cannot sleep whahahahahah. she must sleep in quiet. what nonsense. isnt it better to sleep with the music on. so happening...hahahahaha.
sigh sigh so bored....bored bored cheryl. ccb. if im bored ill start eating...luckily im damn full..had chicken rice, so hopefully my full tummy will stop me from eating... wahhhhh stupid ann. talk to me. im so bored i even started putting on my makeup.. boohooo.
now ann is saying somethign about someone, but im going to pretend that i didnt hear her.. humph. ignore me la, i will ignore her back..
smokee weeddd. the song by cypress hill, damn funny, very nice cute song... oh man i just answered ann..damnit, going back to ignoring her..shhh. crank up the musiccc...
playing that funny song from white chicks ost, its tricky!!! tricky tricky tricky!! i met a little girly, her hair was a little curlyyy...!! its tricky.. bleah. you know they use this song for the stupid chicken little movie.. they changed the lyrics from "its tricky" to "its chicken".. wtf... retarded people.
aye forget it, bored of blogging, going to smoke..OUT.
the people studying at ntu are seriously disturbed.. i mean, who the hell would wake up at like, 9am in the morning just to register for their subjects??? i got up around 10am, cuz my mum was calling me up to sign some insurance thingy for the stupid insurance people who came down to let me and my sis sign the thingy, then i tried logging onto the ntu website, but the fucking server was down... ccb pissing me off, then my nice mummy drove me to my cousin's place nearby to use his comp, nabei by the time i got there it was like 1045, about 15mins left before subject registration for my course closes. ccb. where got such thing??? 2 hours for registration?? so early in the morning??? i just cant get over the whole registration in the morning thing.. blah. then if that wasnt bad enough, there were 0 vacancies left for the modules i chosen!!! nil!! zilch!! nothing left!!! fuck la, then had to pick another 2 stupid modules which i have to endure for next sem...knn.. i wanted to do astronomy..and jap lang, and victorian lit... oh, and accounting, but they either clash with my core subjects or no more vacancies.. nabei.
but all got better when i got back home all grouchy due to lack of sleep and lack of spaces in my chosen modules, and my nice daddy showed me the nice laptop he bought for little old me!! that day i was complaining how annoyed i was at having to use my sister's laptop cuz the desktop is always down, then i wanted him to buy me one too.. didnt expect that he would... although its not a spanking new ibook or whatever, i dont care, im just using it at home...at least its brand new, and nice and black...good enough... yay!!! the speed's much faster too, and i got to download morpheus!!! which i couldnt the previous time....ahaahahahahahaha. now all i need to do is bring my dead ipod to wheelock to revive it and get my itunes cd back from tofu boy..yay yay yay!!!!!
not angry no more.. :)
oh btw, online shopping helped boost my mood...CCB SAMSUNG PAY. but im getting in the christmas shopping mood!!! gona get pressies for everyone!!!! yay ann,your gold heels!!! ccb samsung pay. and then i want my turquoise heels tooo, the one i wanted for so long..but kinda funny how i dont really seem to want it now.. ccb samsung pay. oohhh...now i like this pair.. check it out! but its from babyphat damnit. singapore really should have a babyphat flagship store...why dun have!!! me want..
yay!!! nice and pink.... i likeee.....!!!! :)
okay, so here's my christmas wishlist::: you guys can feel free to get whatever you want here on this list for me, i'll receive it with no questions asked..muack muackz
- >>> dior me not perfume from dior (they still have it!!!), anna sui love, new digicam preferably a canon xslim, $1000 guess voucher, new books to read during the holidays, this dark purple furry fendi bag, my xodus heels, motorola pink razr i dont want a samsung phone already..dont support samsung alreadyy pui, guess brown velvet sweater, all the cool shit from babyphat.
okay, that's it, short and sweet. oh, i want my driving license for 2006 too. uh huh.
going crazy already...im off to get more sleep.... snore. bye bye night night.
fuck msn la.. knn. tried so long still cant log in, tried troubleshooting also cannot...ccb. annoying the hell out of me, ann if you see this, and i think you will you online stalker, i cant log in, so i cant talk to you there boohoo. as if my stupid subject registration thingy isnt giving me a big enough headache i have to deal with this. lanjiao la. i need to ask some stupid people from my school what is up with the whole subject registration thing!!! i need msn!!!!! ccb. fucken pissed now la. and im supposed to sign up for my other electives tmr...plus i dont know what the hell are my core subjects... nnb. ANGRY. plus the stupid idiotic mouse is spoilt and i have to use the annoying touchpad to navigate..you know how bloody difficult that is!!!! ANGRY.
i hate ntu...ANGRY. i hate registering for my stupid subjects...the previous time also made me so fucking confused, couldnt sleep, tmr still havbe to wake up early cuz my stupid registration time is only from 9am to 11am, like wtf... so bloody early.. who the hell wakes up so earlty in the fucking morning... PUI. and i dont know what the hell to sign up for, no directions whatsoever on the bloody website... i hate fixing my own timetables... knn.
dont care..im not going to overload this sem. pissing me off. just sign up for whatever shit i see first and forget about it, arsewipes. cant make things easier for us is it..
the princess is ANGRY now.
Collectrive Soul: Run
Are these times contagious
I've never been this bored before
Is this the prize I've waited for
Now as the hours passing
There's nothing left here to insure
I long to find a messenger
Have I got a long way to run
Yeah, I run
Is there a cure among us
From this processed sanity
I weaken with each voice that sings
In this world of purchase
I'm going to buy back memories
To awaken some old qualities
Have I got a long way to run
Yeah, I run
i wanna run, run as far as the wind can take me, till the end of the horizon... i wanna run away frome veryone and everything, but where and when can stop?? as i pause, i realise darn, i hate exercise, just disappear everyone, and everything, i dunid u, not at all, nv needed anything and anyone at any pt of my life, i'm independent...
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i'm so bored, i'm so bored outta my fucking mind, i dun like anything i do now, seems meaningless. temperory fun just disappears in a blink of my eye... i dunwanna go to sch, i've no interest in going to sch, i slept so much today, i'm freaking groggy, didn't even wana step out of my bedroom... darn, maybe it's time for some private dvd time ltr at night when i definately will not fall asleep, at least i dun feel sad now, i just feel bored, with everyone and everything... hope i wunt disappear for some time like what i alws do and throw tantrums, not good, grew up alr, cannot act like a spoilt brat.
sigh, yup, tmr i'll go to sch, for pbf, and then i'll study in sch and make up mind abt either goign to mos or zouk, for retro nights, wtf, i hate retro nights... weird arhz, mos is like going out of it's electronic genre.. sucks man... totally spoils it's reputation. this sucks, everything sucks. i suck, u suck, everyone sucks, where's my daddy, he's supposed to bring back my comfort food, chips and chocs... where are u, daddy?? mummy said tt u were in a meeting, but i dun care i want my food, NOW!!!!!!!!! and dearest daddy, i had a fnatasy just now, tt u bought me a car, but i dun even have a license, nowhere near it, even though i tried like a few mths agon, gave it up liaoz, sianzzzz...
aiyo ann.. why so emo.... i felt funny last night too, when i got home... grace said something that was oh so true last night, while we were having supper, she said like, we have so many activites, so many things to do, but at the end of the day, when youre alone at home, you just feel like, empty, somewhat..something along those lines. its kinda true, run here run there in the day, when i get back home i just feel like something is missing. it doesnt have to be a guy, nor must it be money or whatever, its just something. cant put my finger on it.
i dont know why, suddenly just felt like coming online, havent been really online nowadays.. nothing much to do online.. spying on others, taking a look into other people's lives, wonder if they feel the same way. maybe we appear to be full of energy, laughter, whatnot, but when alone, i dont feel any of the energy or cheerful disposition i seem to have outside. what comes out is a display of sadness instead. maybe im going crazy, maybe im weird, or maybe im just normal, and this is what every person feels. it seems to get especially bad when its near that time of the month again... bleah.
it always seems to me like i have so much to do and so many things to accomplish, but what exactly are those things? havent found the answer to this question.. ive been asking myself this for so long, why the hell does everything seem so monotonous now. been having this inclination to stay at home more often.. havent really seen my parents in quite some time.. sigh.
i seem to do different things each day, but yet they all feel the same... like its become a routine. go out, laugh laugh laugh talking about things of absolutely no significance, come back home, stone start staring into space and listening to my music.. what the hell is missing??
emoz, right after the movie"the promise" i love it, damn funny, at the kopitiam behind cine... i feel empty suddenly, like i lost smtg very close to my heart, i feel like i'm being brought down to my knees, and i lost someone dear to me, who is tt person???? i haven met him or her before... ya know tt song, where is this guy, i guess sometimes u can feel ur soulmate in despair or in lost, before u even know tt person, it sucks, not knowing, or maybe i'm just being super emo... dunno y i just feel like smelling a certain scent, which alws put me in a certain mood, i love scents, i love smells, i'm the kinda girl tt puts everything into smells, to be comfortable witht he person, ya gotta have the comfie smell..
"do u cry sometimes, for no reason y?? just feeling so lost, can u hear me cry, can u hear me sob,my heart's broken and i dunno why... "
i think it;s that time of the mth, hiakz... oh well... fuckign pms... hmm, but my horoscope did mention tt this wk, i'm not gonna socialise much, but the relationships u form are more intensive and fufilling... it's times liek these when i feel like seeing manross and gavin, they nv fail to cheer me up, sweet darlings...
noone understands me, noone knows what i want, i dun understand and i dun know too... all i know is i want durians now...
sigh sigh sigh
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hiakz, told ya, funny pic. haha.. omg, i have no ettique on stage whatsoever, aiz, no ettique at all anyway, on stage or off stage, too preoccupied with myself..
okiez, not smiling, awful pic, hiakz, but this is the best i can do from phtoshoping the pics, only colours arhz, not surgery done...
joseph the bear
.2nd lieutenant, ocs commando
roses for his lovely date.hiakz
me and my lovely jo :)sweetest angel in the whole wide world to me...
hiakz, yeah,c ehryl, the kn8 night was a complete utter bitch fight man, the guys, mostly darlign derek was punching non stop and grabbing us, then we scratched, and then i bit, dunwan to play anymore alr... but it was freaking cool man, cheryl carried me and then jicheng carried derek in the jacuzzi, the two violent ones fought ont he top, then cheryl and jicheng fought under surface, hiakz... so fun.. and i tell u, derek is one fucking strong mutha fucker... wahz, he twist our arms like nobody's busssiness.. he got the worst injuries of all man, deep and long scratches all over his bod, hiakz, and what a hot bod, i might add. i probly chao keng liek ten thousand over times, lucky i fast, or tmr, free show for all the world to see. huff... okiez, pple who owe me fucking money, pls, return me, u know how companies have like ten thousand over projects, but because of bad debts tt they lend other pple??? then they go bankrupt???? yeah, i'm facing this huge prob now, comeon guys... pls.... lucky i gd at finding mula, but i have to pass cash to stanely on mon, and ehz, kinda no mula?? i promised him... so yeah, do ur thing..
haizk, nv been to prom, and yet i dressed up more ehz, .... yahz, in a gown for jojo's ocs comissioning night, ocs commando 2nd-lieutinient i might add, hiakz, i'm so freak ass proud of jo... was so happy to be his date for the ball... love him to pieces, my sweet angel, jo's the only guy whom i know i not a complete bastard at heart, and u do know how guys are, man... he looked adorable in his formal wear, complaining abt his over tight bow tie and sash.. haha, so funny... his friends were nice... had the ball at mariott, ehz, the food aint tt great, but it was ok lahz, hey man, where's the souffle??? it think they kinda forgot abt it, and gave us ice cream and fresh fruit, uhz, tt's not dessert, tt's freaking diet food... jo gave my red roses, hiakz, my FAV!!!!!!!!! too bad, he didn';t have enough time to get me a bouquet, cos then t wld have take 20 mins, i was alr late, blahz, oh well... and then at the door, the dates wld get this cute bear in the formal outfit, so cute, and a red rose, again, my absolute fav... hiakz, u know what??? i realised it's so much better to receive flowers from darlign friends than stupid bfs??? cos then dunid to throw away when everything ends, friendship nv ends, can keep, make dry flowers, uhz, so far this wk, i've received two sets from friends, hiakz, so happy, i love flowers, among everything else, so pretty... hmmmz, okiez, have to go off to sleep... tmr's got sch, i said i wld go, and maybe this time i wld try to keep my promise, full day, bleahz... not fun... but maybe we'll be going geylang for supper, hiakz, yay, good, i wanna eat and eat and eat....
chee baiz, smtg wrong with my pics adder, can't add pics, bleahz...
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gahh. me and ann were abused at km8!!! we got into a fight.. hahahahah but not the type of fight youre thinking about.. hur. we were having a showdown with derek and jicheng in the jacuzzi.. i dont even know how the hell that started.. damn funny lah. but not very funny the next morning.. me and ann against derek and jicheng.. cj was the referee. hahahah. luckily he didnt join in..i would have been intimidated by his size alone.. i broke 5 fingernails, and im having scratches everywhere on my body...and the collarbone area, plus a few bruises on my legs, one on my arm.. and my right arm is swelling up.. 2 scractches on my face, and a teeny blueblack near my eye.. and my feet kena scratches too..i duno how. ccb. but even though im hurt i feel bad for scratching the guys and pulling their pants.. oops. too into the violence already... it didnt feel so bad in the water, but when out of the water, the wounds started stinging.. now my whole body's aching.. hurhur.
grace why you never go!! so funny. we had a bottle.. finished it up..we didnt think we could finish it.. hur. then played truth or dare before running into the jacuzzi. bleah. cant type properly..
very tired...thomson prata then went back to ann's place..no money to take cab back home..and i didnt wana wake my parents up for money for the cab.. cb my friend saw me at prata house but he didnt call me..but i didnt see him, funny. too tired by then already i think..
i want to go shopping... but the fucken samsung pay is not here yet.. hahahah!!!! yesterday i was getting angry over the money thing.. then i msged sharlene to ask her about it..like it was already about 5plus i think.. and she replied.. hahah!!! she didnt reply ann that time when ann msged her..then silly ann said sharlene doesnt like her... hahahah maybe so.
lalalalalaallalalalalallaa. im damn tired, but i cant sleep.. wanted to come home and sleep.. then stupid ann dahling still wants to go watch movie..and go to the balcony later.. hmm. maybe i would have fallen asleep by then..ho hum ho hum.
i hate my stupid stupid ipod.
ow my shoulders hurt. i cant hit anywhere on my body cuz it will bloody hurt.. i accidentally slapped my arm just now, man, the pain.... :( hope it heals soon... going to recuperate at home for the next few days..make my mummy happy.. then got money... hahahah
she just scolded me for smoking in the toilet.. told me not to smoke at home, very smelly, my daddy and her cannot take it..bleah. haiz, i hope she gives me money cuz i need to pass to ann tmr...hope she gives it to me when i ask her later...
i just saw the christmas parade floats on the way back from town just now..makes me happy looking at them... yay christmas!!!!!! i love i love. me ann grace, we spend it together yes.. yay yay. or gracie you can spend it with bubu. then me and ann can have a lesbian time together.. bleah. my sister's bf told her that he thinks that im a les, and a non-virgin. ccb. smack him.
okay, enough..this entry is getting too long and boring..bye bye good night..
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ok, shldn't have made tt face... but oh well, the pic still rocked... lking at the pics and hearing how much i go on abt how fugly i am in the pics, i'm going to start thinking i'm real ugly... haha... oh well, funny things in life do happen, esp to me, just weird, not as weird as manross's one though, silly darling...
okiez, i was thinking of whether to take off the below pics,my face looks terrible, i can nv smile widely at the cam, turns out weird, booboo cheryl was laughing at me when i told her tt just now, she's sleeping now, sigh, i'm still on the com, scared her parents come out and see me, hiakz, i guess they "like" me and stuff, dunno, think so, haha, they used to think i was a absolute terror for bringing cheryl out so late into the night where she disappears for a few million hrs, but not my fault rite?? she refuses to go home. but i guess nvm lahz, who cares, i like the way how my bod lks there, buzz off then... haiyohz, was using cheryln's laptop to surf the net, found some interesting webbies at the add drag down bar, daphnne teo's abuser. ehz, hello, so what if she exagerates?? so what man??? who gives a flying fuck, goodness, yeah it's fun reading it, but it's rather tiring and vengeful to write abt it, aint it?? u dun even know the girl man. i say nv judge a person until u truely know the person, been bitchy, done tt yeah, uh harz, move on, new phase of life... changed alot, yep, i have indeed... i mean i've nv been truely evil, but yeah, i've said stuff tt i've been ashamed off. certain experiences and friends do change u, and in my case a better ann, and i hope i'll stay like tt. :)
sweetie mr personality and da flowers he gave me, so sweet, hiakz, i bluffed him tt it was the first bouquet of flowers i've ever gotten from a guy, nahz, maybe fourth??? sucks rite???guys suck. i adore flowers, even a stalk will freaking rock my world, but a big bouquet of flowers tt u won from a pageant??? aw... ... u're breaking me heart... haha, maybe he was drunk then, from the lk on his face...
see the hazelnut cake from swissbakery??? not really??? but it was freaking cheap, 70 for 2 kg, awesome stuff, nicest cake i ever had, damn, craving for it now, everyone loved it and gobbled down the cake.. yum yum.. hoho, i was the one who ran arnd choosing the best cake ever within 22 hrs, and making some pple pay, and screaming at pple to get evryone in for derekie's surprise bd celebration, ordering cheryl booboo to get the cake, thanks sweetie, u're awesome... oh yeah, the gorg top, i won it!! hiak hiakz, couple tee with gilson, it was so funny, we wanted to wear the tees tog afte the pageant, and then i opened mine, and i was like fuck balls, it's fucking huge, reached up to my knees, and then i turned arnd to complain to gilson, he was like fuck man, mine's damn freaking tiny.. haha, turned out, we took the wrong tops, i was so freaking pissed when i opened the bag... haha, and as it turned out, the tops were perfectly fitted, well, for mine, anywayz, gilson's shirt was a tad too baggy, even though mr baggy clothes..
see see, me ordering pple arnd... cheryl's cam suck man, the lighting looks cool, but the funny visuals are kinda affecting the pics, uh harz, we didnt bring the cam for most of the celebration, so ehz, yeahz, most of the pics are of me, hoho, whatever, my blog... so suck it... hmmm, get home and upload some of the stage pics... i like andrea's one in her friendster, i also wanna put one of me there, hoho, but silly sister's shots were mostly of me giving the kuai lan lk on stage, yeah i was kinda bored, a lil, seems quite dumb parading up and down a panel of judges.. so weird... and i smiled super brightly at the photographers taking pictures, ehz, yeah, did i mention how weird i lk when i smile widely in pics??? haha, and it's gonna be on the whatever they post it on, oh yeah, and there's this funny pic i took during the qna section, curtsey of my sista, haha... when i get home, try to browse thru the pics...
yeah, i like to go on abt myself, so fun...
spent more than 2 hrs plus adding testis for the pageant contestants and some of the commitee members on my friendster, went overkill with my rah rahs, hiakz, jasmine and clarice started my fire, haha, i wrote a super duper long one for clarice, almost a thousand words, hiakz... and marcus read mine for his, and thought i was crazy...oh yeah and there's this one tt i wrote thanking one of the commitee members for the memories tt we'll carry back throughout our lives, it's really true,for me at least hiakz, but still much overkill.And i dun even liek to write testis. haha, yeah i am crazy, i alr said so during the short in troduction for my walk... oh well, my thoughts and sincere appreciation for everything everyone tt has been done...
hmmm, and a word, or rather thought, i do very much think tt guys ought to be more gentlemanly and stuff, but oh well, hey, nobody's perfect, i know i'm definately not.... aw, just leave it at tt, shldn't go on...
f3 and m6 for beach walk, i was
moi, for beach segment, ok, gross lighting and yucky cheryl's cam, me sis took pics, and the girls took pics too, will steal from them... soon... slowly slowly put up...hiakz, at cherylio's place now, she's sleeping, stupid girl, nv acc me, blahzzz...
went to support yuey just now, at ngee ann poly, the party sucked man, the pple were like so weird???? hiakz, yuey rocked though, awesome stuff. we had a buggy ride back to the entrance, hiakz, so fun, blahz, the back of my knees hurt... went for supper with cheryl and ji cheng, at al alzhar, oh, how i miss tt place, my supper khakis, we did have so much fun, when all of us were single and happy and free, no complicated shit happening, it was all so gd... but i am having oh so much fun now, though, it's not the same, but i wldn't forsake either gd times...
sorry sorry, for making u guys pay although u guys didn't turn up, i guess for some, it was just forgotten, and yeah, sorry for not reminding u guys a bt it in the morning or passing u guys the tics earlier, so sory. it was a honest mistake for a few... thanks for those who came, heard it was a tad broing except for those cheering moments, thanks arhz, all the females lk like me aiz, silly yuey and gordon, heard from cheryl abt ur silly gimicks, wished i was there to witness it.
u ns guys are a tad weird and extremely crazy... dunno what's going thru ur minds, dun really wanna know too, or i might go insane like u guys... happy to know u guys, times are kinda what i wld call interesting...
stupid jicheng and his friend peter were riding so fast just now, lucky i was on jicheng's bike, wld nv get onto another guy's bike except for ji cheng, i trust him with my life, responsible.. feels like he's my big bro, haha... he comforts me when i'm feeling upset... i love all my sim friends, they're all so gd in diff ways...
i love, derekie, gilson, jicheng, marcus... love them, love them, love them.. sososososoososossoossoosososososososososososososososmuch....
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yay, the finals was rocking man, it was a great show, wasn't stressed up at all, haha, saved all those for the dress rehearsal, yeah, haha, just didn't really wanna smile so much, at least i smiled a lil bit, was like muttering vulgarities under my breath, like fuck lah, sianz, then i gave my trademark sudden killer smile to the judges, the shocking sudden smile, haha, the num wear sucked man, haha, i looked like a jap porn star, fuck, i padded my bra like fuck lahz, haha... hoping to push my minute boobs up, hehz...
YAY, me and gilson, got best couple, smtg tt we really wanted throughout the whole competion, and yeah, we got, we thought we were damn off lahz, as a couple, and we were so stunned, we screwed up the couple winnign award, haha, he wanted to turn back, but i wanted to pose for the pics, haha, so i dragged him towards me, and yeah, the ms kai, is fucking pretty can??? we got this damn cool couple tees, mine was a t back, fucking rocked man, stupid, why best couple dun have a tiny like tiara and sash tt says best couple, and flowers??? we just had this teeny bag to put our tees, i felt so weird... darlings marcus and clarice, totally ruled, they earned it, the whole theme was like sixties shang hai, omg, fucking cool can??? and i'm fucking pissed with vyasa and the whole gang, i have to pay for ur fucking tickets, and i'm not going to pay, u guys, confirmed, and so ya have to fucking pay for it, aaron, u too...fuckingmorons tt call me their close friend, chao chee bais...especially, u stupid vyasa, u were the one who said u'll support me and crap,harz??? i not going to fucking pay for ur tickets, chee bais, yuey and ganag came down even though he had to set up the place, and i'm so sorry he had to rush off late, thanks, yahz, for screaming and everything, even though he had to set up his deejaying set at ngee ann, i'll definately be there, haha.. Andrea and derek won mr and ms personality respectively, yay, pretty sweet andrea and manly derekie, haha, he GAVE ME his flowers!!!!!!!!!!! haha,so sweet, big kisses to my lil man, hoho... leok si and marcus got hot bods and were ambassadors for new urban male, haha, fucking cool lahz...
thanks, u guys for making the only "signs thingies" for me, even though i didn't see u guys... love ya... ok, fuckers, tt booked the tics from me, but didn't fucking turn up, sucks to u guys, and pay me back the fucking money, i'm going to sleep, and then fucking call u guys when i wake up, and i'll decide whether i wanna talk to u guys ever again, still go and play lan summore, mutha fuckers... chao chee bais, i know pageants and clubbing aren't really ur scene, but when u say u'll be there, fucking, be there, no excuses what so ever... bought a yummy yummu cake for derekie darling, hazelnut, fucking nice lahz, we finished the huge cake, so nice, i'm so proud of myself!!!!!! took loads od pictures, will post them up, when i get them, hiakz, hiakz, i love my pageant pple, and i hope we'll alws meet up, silly boo boo leoksi had tears in her eyes, haha, dalring, we'll alws meet up, it's really only up to u guys... all in all, it was a great experience, and what i heard, wasn't true, hiakz, stupid lahz, make me so upset for no reason, i cried lohz, for more than an hr, idiots... YAAYYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYA, all in all, i've no regrets, ine verything tt i've done in this competion, and thanks, ya, to all my friends i saaw down there, haha... muakz muakz, sucks to vyasa and gang except darling jojo, whom i'm having a special date with on sun, u and me, boy, hope i can find a dress in time, wldn't wanna make u look bad... smilez...
ok, tata, enuf one, maybe somemore tmr....
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Still in my dreams
You were so damn beautiful
How could it be
That you ruined my Everything
We could beautiful
We could be so special
We could be wonderful
Don't buy me roses
Don't even try
And remember, big boys they don't cry
hiakz, just lyrics from m2m, listening to their songs, dun decipher it into relationship nonsense, nv gonna believe in tt crap anyways, anyway, not now... nice arhz, even nicer:
fuck, gwen's lamb clothes are so not my style, hiakz, guess ic an't pull off the glam rock style, sorry, the clothes are just too sporty for me.. hiakz, hiakz... jicheng, i can't sleep, u make me think too, blahz, but i thinking of other stupid stuff, hiakz, i'm not even stressed now, hoho, better to stress earlier than on the day itself, haha
tmr's the pageant, i dun feel anything, hmmm, i gott o make a lot of nice friends in this, and yeah, i hope evrything's ok, and uhz, yeahz, will know what i gotta know tmr, stupid rumors...
woke up late today, cldn't go for sch, i tought i was sick too, hiakz, hiakz...
went down to meet manross darling, fro a movie, silly billy is sick, the decent was so fucking scary, haha, damn cool... cheryl came down to join us, she didin't want to watch saw II with her sis, haha, betcha the decent's sacrier right??? haha, went in late though, like 1/2 hr, goodness me...
ran a few errands today, haha, i feel so proud of myself, hiakzzz...
me doing smtg gd, i left a very funny msg on derek's cake, haha, ehz, now tot hink abt it, i put ann and the rest, ehz, seems to make me look abit stupid arhz, i was trying to funny, but i dun think it's funny, haha, oh well, i hope they dun mind... stupid me... haha, derekie, u're gonna get so drunk tmr, gonna help,m we all have a mission, haha...
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okiez, haiz, dunno y ig to so upset over the phone just now, sorry for taking up ur time, made me happier, thanks so much for caring enuf to hear my nonsencical crying, i feel foolish now.. :) it's all dumb yeah??? to believe or not, has nuffin got to do with me... cos it ain't gonna maek any diff to anything at all... i alws fall to hearsay, today has been a vey bad day, with no sleep, failure of basic stupid theory for the 3rd time, quarrels, and the damn rehearsal... 1 more day to the finals, y so stressed up?? ann, no balls, just smile, fuck... but i hate smiling, to pple i dunno, remember old cjc peeps, who like to say i've got a plastic face, i can't smile, or my face will crack??? haha, funny sia all, insult pple also can come up with hilarious ones... baking brownies for the hungry pple on thursday, hiakz, hope it'll taste super good. haha...
okiez, haiz, dunno y ig to so upset over the phone just now, sorry for taking up ur time, made me happier, thanks so much for caring enuf to hear my nonsencical crying, i feel foolish now.. :) it's all dumb yeah??? to believe or not, has nuffin got to do with me... cos it ain't gonna maek any diff to anything at all... i alws fall to hearsay, today has been a vey bad day, with no sleep, failure of basic stupid theory for the 3rd time, quarrels, and the damn rehearsal... 1 more day to the finals, y so stressed up?? ann, no balls, just smile, fuck... but i hate smiling, to pple i dunno, remember old cjc peeps, who like to say i've got a plastic face, i can't smile, or my face will crack??? haha, funny sia all, insult pple also can come up with hilarious ones... baking brownies for the hungry pple on thursday, hiakz, hope it'll taste super good. haha...
i typed an earlier post, but i called another friend to complain and whine abt my awful day, entitled troubles come in three. he made me not think so deeply into smtg tt i've no clue abt, upsetting myself, he spoke to me for more than an hr, comforting me, even though he had no sleep the previous night before. i must not upset myself and think stupid thoughts. come to think of it, i was really dumb, i can't be bothered now, it doesn't matter, at least i hope not, not gonna brood on smtg's tt not worth brooding abt. it's silly... ... i doubt, but it's silly to doubt, when i dun doubt, they say i'm being naive.. what to do??? i dunno... just gotta sleep tight, get a great night sleep, it has been a tough two days...
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another hate entry, this time abt a fucking friend of mine, some one i just described in the previous entry, "my long lost friend"...
fuck off man... and the previous entry tt i was describing abt stupid friends who make u feel stupid, yeah, him too. i had it with u...
yeah, i told u to get more votes for me, uh harz, u go and make those kind of stupid comments, hey man,noone's forcing u, honestly the pageant's stupid, and yeah, i do go arnd telling my friends to vote for me, but so fucking what, i didn't force u, u dun fucking post nonsensical comments on the fucking net for the whole world to see, on "how i forced u to vote for me, and how much it's against, ur fucking will to vote" damnit.. it has been 3 fucking yrs, i'm sick of u, and all ur shit, even ur friends can ask m why am i friends with u, when i get pissed at u, with evry gd reason, u come and say" oh, u know i'm just making fun of u, u know i dun mean it, u know i really care"
hey arsehole, guess u were just too fucking hilarious this time, sod off, tt's one more friend u lost, yeah, me with all the loser friends tt i insist are so nice, guess u're just a fucker then... i nv had a worse friend then u, remember what i said abt supportive friends?? hey man, the pageant's chicken shit to me, seriously, it doesn't mean much, but it shows what a fuck head u are, and what a door mat i am. i knew smtg bad will come out from the comments page, and yeah, i didn't expect tt it was gonna be from u, i bet u think u're so funny rite??? u told pple nonsense abt me, pple who i didn't know, and it spreaded like fucking wild fire, u made it seem like their fault, tt they carried on, u nv thought abt my feelings, guess tt's y u're losing ur friends one by one, and hey, guess what, i'm the one u treated the worst... i'm putting this on the net, Matthew Tan, u're a fucker, i'll nv listen to u again... And this is it... on the net, serious...
after what happedned in j2, all the fucking misunderstandings tt u fucking made me go through, u made me feel guilty for u losing ur friends, guess what??? it wasn't indirectly or directly because of me, it was because of u... i stood by u, despite everything else, u made pple think i was a slut and all tt, to think u still can tell me u're joking with me...
not funny, a lil comment, shows what a fucked up bitch u're being.... and then u'll come telling me nonsense tt u made up... sod off...
hullo!! hahah im back.. almost missed my last bus... thought i passed the timing and i saw my last bus pass, but derek's watch was 5 mins fast..so i didnt miss it!! saved me cab fare hurhur.
money coming tmr.....YAY!!!! cb, its not funny being broke lor. moreover, ive advanced and ate into jan's allowance already...sigh sigh. but nvm, school starts in jan.. probably wont spend much.. uh, hopefully. if jeremiah doesnt make me eat so much, hahah.
im so tired, too tired to do anything.. havent bathed, havent take off makeup. eesh. better go wash it off soon... though i did wash off after the filming thingy, but duno how many gazillion people used the powder brush and blusher brush before..super gross la. my dahling is doinbg the next shift..which is like, now. hahahah!!!! i get to sleep!!! if i can la. luckily i did the sunday one, not today's..would have been dead tired la. haiz. money money......... shopping shopping.........
i hate troublesome people.. mahfan de ren..dont bother me la. i dont have so much free time. ccb. when there's sch and im supposed to be busy studying and whatnot, i have so much time...now time is short.. i dont seem to have much time left for myself..and resting.. suddenyl theres so many things to do... shouldnt it be the other way round? ive psychoanalysed myself..im an escapist. hahhah. is it.
going to bathe now..i feel itchy.. just now i saw the ants on the table at youth park i felt itchy suddenly.. now suddenyl itchy again. yuck. go bathe.
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haloez, me ann, me very happy, haha....
gd, i spent much of my wkend sleeping and sleeping and sleeping, after this new wk, i'm gonna spend my time in sch studying and studying, i ain't got no clue for any modules now, even for my fav sub, PBF!!!!! sigh..
my silly billy vyasa's coming back tmr, yay, hurrah... hiakz, even though i hardly see him now,i do like to keep in contact in him, hiakz...
damn, how am i gonna wake up tmr???? plan to wake up earlier to do threading, my eyebrows are getting a tad too scary, hoho...
candy pies, muah muah, muackz,hiakz... ... i love my candy pies, sweeties all ya... :)
happy life now, all i want now,is contentment, which is pretty hard to acheive, but i do hope i'll acheive it some days, contentment, in all ways, relationships, financial, success, bodywise and everything lahz...
it'll happen, just i wait, hiakz...
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snore. sleep sleep sleep. nice nice rain. song boh. can sleep really well tonight..have a good feeling.. hahahahaha.
grace pangseh!!! supposed to go km8..ccb. then she got lost.. humph. then it was only me and ji cheng at km8, had a couple of beers..quite cheap i think.. not that ex or anything. the place was super nice...they had those nice little beach chairs, then candles and stuff.. and you can lie there and look at the night sky, look at the stars... we counted a grand total of 6 stars in the sg nightsky tonight! CHEY. should go laguna..at east coast park, damn a lot of stars.. and you can see orion's belt. hur.
met manross for a while cuz he came down to km8 to drink with his friend.. ann's funny friend who makes her oh so happy.. hahahah. he's nice. then he let us try that drink, sarong something..vodka with lime and i duno what else.. but not strong enough.. but still nice. cuz i like vodka with lime. haha. then we stayed near the jacuzzi after he left for zoukout..looking at all the silly half naked guys dancing to house or i duno what kind of music. quite cool, cuz they play the small drums along to the music..and had tambourines and other musical stuff.. funny.
then that silly grace and prabu met us at the sentosa entrance and we just saw them for that few short minutes when we shared a cab out. stupid ah..then me and ji cheng went to eat supper at al ameen. humph..none for gracie and mr bu.
decided that i like km8 :) nicenice. i want to go next weekend or something..with EVERYONE this time....dahlinggggss no more pangsehing!!!! cheebye. OH!! hahahahaahh. then when we were havin supper, i called marcus to ask about the film extra thingy tmr..then he was like asking jicheng why we never call him down....grrrrr. i asked jicheng to call him, then he went to msg him,but ended up not.. nabei. hur.
going to sleep....tmr gotta get up for the thingy at sgx.. sighsigh. money money money.
sleep sleep sleep in aircon with the rain outside.....
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hiakz, apparently zoukout's a blast blahzzzz, oh well, sucks to me... haha
hope the boys are having fun, and to my darlings at km8, i'm so freaking tired... went down to villa frangipani with my parents to check it out, they interested in investing in some stuff like tt, only bigger and stuff, hope everything goes well.. was too freaking hungry, kinda gobbled down my dinner after tt, was near sentosa, silly manross, if u had called me earlier, i wld have went down just for u, hiakz...
hmmm, i kinda miss matt, my long lost friend, but u're alws be my dear dear friend, :)... will meet up with ya soon alritelyz... yay, my cash is coming in soon, yay, okiez, will return cash to all me creditors... hiakz... sorry.. 28+10+40+50=128, quite mealsey, so yeah, u guys will be getting it soon, hiakz... after tt, it's shopping galore, and probly a short holiday, i'm thinking hong kong... or smtg, just a short period of time,blahz, i missed out ont he hk trip with matt, yuey and ben, heard they'll planning a trip to japan in feb, but i've got exams, sheesh... i realise u do kinda have to get away for a while, been thinking abt my future and stuff, and i guess i must really buck up...
i'm amazed by the amt of sweet pple in my life, new and old, u guys are such peaches, although the stuff tt u do are rather insignificant, it shows how nice and kind u guys are towards me, and i appreciate it and i hope iam too!! :)... can't wait for the next wk, got 2 hotel stay overs, hiakz... yay, it's gonna be a fun packed wk, nerve wrecking even,bloody pageant... then after tt i'm gonna be a study animal... haha... yeah, and back to my long lost friends, i miss u guys so much, sososoosososososo, much... :) gotta buck up and study for my 3rd basic theory, i wanna get a car, and then i can drive arnd to meet my friends, sometimes, i dunwanna get out and stay at hoem and blog instead, cos pasir ris is really too inconvinient.. seriously!!!!!! and the cab fares are too much, hiakz, there was once when my cab fares for a mth added up to 600 over, tt's like 60 packs of cigs, 2 packs per day, hiakz, smoke until cannot smoke finish, hoho...
hmmm, sometimes u hear stuff abt other pple tt u arent really close with, and u feel weird for a moment, but inside u do realise tt fundatmentally they're just behaving in a "funny" way, and tt they are nice pple, but i guess u do have to choose ur special friends carefully, and tt's y they're special to ur heart... but i do love all my friends, special or not, cos they are again fundatmentally harmless and great pple... :) so yay to me and them... haha...
today, i felt like some part of me is missing, some part very close, i dunnot know what and why, just feels weird, hmmm, i dun like this feeling, my dad says cos i've no ambition and everything, i really can't believe tt my dad thinks tt i go for money and stuff, i do not, i'm serious, just becos i do kinda go on abt the rich guy tt i'm gonna marry rite after my education, doesn't mean tt i'm materistic,i'm just a simple girl at heart, who's a lil bratty and troublesome at very few certain times,haha. i just have a feeling, tt my life's gonna be easy, and i can depend on someone else... and if it doesn't happen, then tt's too bad then, get on with ur life, life's still perfect, and completely peachy...:)
bleahz, my fav blackie's in kl, hiakz, i forgot, haha, yay, but he's coming back soon... woke up super early today, went down to tailor my dress, went to lk for derek at taka, stupid cheryl said i was scaring the poor darling, i told ya we shld go and lk for him to lunch with rite??? he msged me for lunch after tt ...hiakz, anyway the dress looks a hell lot better, haha, but those were with pins on, hiakz, wunder how it wld lk like with thread, bought my necklace, mummy wanted to lend me her diamond necklace, but dummy sisiter said i wld lose it, and i guess i wld, so fair enuf, humph.. hiakz... met darling manross with cheryl, cabbed down to his place, kept mixing up dilby rd and wilby rd,tried to sleep for a while, i adore his hse, so comfie and nice... i miss manross, he makes me feel happy, hiakz, more liek a feel good kinda person, i like hearing his funny stories, hiakz... started raining like damn heavily, luckily i cabbed back, stupid, manross' place is liek 16 bucks lahz, all the way back, poutzz, when i cld like run over, at my old place... not going out again!!!!! yay, saty at home, so tired, borrowed a bk from cheryl, u guys have fun at sentosa ok??? i dun like sentosa, so dirty, sandy and hot!!!!!! I DONOT LIKE THE SUN, THE SAND AND SHIT!!!!
yay, sara's back, hmmm, we need lihui to make it complete, smilez.... the spongebob gang, cheryl's patrick, i'm squidward and ting's spongebob, haha, the rest just refuses to bear a resemblance to the characters,not fun one, haha...
haha, check out www.okcupid.com/oktest3
pretty darn accurate!!!!!!
my results:
bloody bachelors, nabei, now i know, hiakz, what the fuck's a vapour trail?? hiakz |
hoho, i just bathed, no more smelly ann blogging now. hiakz, stayed at home the whole day today... yay, and plan to stay the whole night!!!!!!!!!!
rocks... just made my darling go down to town just to meet manross to pass him the tics, feel kinda bad, blahz, but oh well. hmmm, planned not to go to rehearsal on mon, hope gilson's can cope without me... this is the 2nd time i left him alone during rehearsal, hiakz, sorry darling partner... hoho... damn, the tailor ruined my dress, pish, hope the next tailor can repair the damage, i'm even buying the dress... my mummy scolded me for being stupid, hiakz, oh well, lucky the dress is cheap, i didn't realise the lace part was so huge, blahz, now the dress just lks sleazy, oops... luvky the dress is cheap, cldn't find assessories, have to go again, oh well, this sucks man... who the fuck spends money on entering the pageant??? me and the rest of the guys, dear dear derek and jicehng had to buy pants as well, sucks man, at least we didn't have to buy pants to enter a club, unlike silly cj, hiakz, dummy...
gotta wake up super early tmr, blahz, hope the tailor can alter the dress in time... yay, 5 more dyas and it'll be over, but i like hanging out with the pageant pple as a gp, hope we'll still be friends after tt, seems more like a "working relationship" with some of them though, oh well, they're nice...
hiakz, i'm super greedy, cheryl too,hoho, we want to do the film extra thingy, cos got free food, hiakz, and got out friends too. yay, marcus asigned me casual.. hiakz, haha, but i hate the waiting part again, i hope i dun blow my tp like what i did the other time... stupid, but cheryl darling there with me :), she'll pacify me... :)
i realise some guys are so weird, liek when they msg u on like some local network thingy,webbie thingy, with their pics they dun look crazy and stuff and they dun lk desperate, so okay lahz, just add lohz, doesn't hurt to make friends, they go on and on abt ur msn pic, and there's no common topic to talk abt, makes it feel kinda mirc,like, hey intro??? then they go silent, then u go silent, and shit, really weird man... and u feel kinda rude if u dun reply, i strictly think tt msn's supposed to be for friends... and nuffin else... or else what?? block them?? hiakzz...
